*sigh* Growing up terrifies me. Or maybe it's change that terrifies me. I'm happy as long as I can keep doing the same thing and not worry about adapting, meeting new requiprements, deadlines, etc. I don't want to have to worry about finishing school, finding a more permanent job and residence, thinking about retirement planning, trying to find my soulmate... I was happy in grade school and the first few years of college because that much of my life was practically dictated to me. Now the paved road is gone and I have to find my way alone. I wonder if I belong in a society where people don't have the freedom to choose their career.