And it doesn't help that a certain chat partner uses up so much of my evenings almost every night. We're addicted to talking to each other, even though we get on each other's nerves.
But aside from that, I just can't keep track of all the crap I need to do as an adult in this society. Why is my apartment such a mess and my computer so unorganized? Because I can't manage my time well enough to tend to everything, that's why. I get so obsessed with the tiniest little insignificant things and I'm always missing the big picture. How the hell am I supposed to do everything? I can't. I just can't.
I need to strike it rich and live in a mansion with a staff or something, cuz I just can't do this on my own. I'm too anti-sexist to think about "getting a woman to take care of the house" for me. That's why I'll need to pay someone.
Until then, I'm bound to live in a cluttered and unorganized world around me that I'm helpless to fix because all my time is taken up by a few tiny, devouring things.